Peek-a-boo!!!

Hi!!! I seem to have lost touch with blogging for the past week huh? Well, though i was online everyday, but i dont need i need to blog every other day rite??

Well, let me report on my happenings... Btw Happy August!!!

Ministry
It was great, though there are some blotch-ups here and there.. but God has been good...

Pst Mike Connell Services
Hmmmm.. the most impactful service that i attended was service 3.. the 730pm service.. Why huh? Well, let me share the part where it literally blew my mind

Shame: humiliated and inadequate, wounded/mocked because of what you are like.. point out the lack.. disfigured.. a painful feeling that something is wrong, being judged, loss of respect and judgement.

Guilt: Have something that is wrong.. have made a mistake

see the difference?

Shame causes us to feel different.. to be ashame of it and try to be like the same

When you are ashame of who you are, you cannot live life boldly.

What causes people to feel shame?
1) Gender [hmmm.. a few posts ago, i talked about 2nd-grade citizen, remember? Well, yeah, i do feel shameful that i'm a girl.. and i'm totally different from those that i play with, ie my cousins]
2) Skin Color
3)Born out of wedlock
4)Physical defect [does being plump count??]
5)Slow development
6)Critical parents [Well.. here and there lah.. who doesn't experience it..]
7)Rejection by peers [whoa! This is a super big area.. because of this, i became very withdrawal in class, but participated in too many CCAs]
8) Physical abuse
9) Sexual abuse
10) Financial lack
11) Generation curse [i guess everyone will have it]
12) Foolish acts [yeah, there were times where i was not rational enough.. but i've learnt not to shoot my tongue off : death and life lies in the power of the tongue]
13) Criminal acts


Driving again!! = )
Yeah.. after a 2-week hiatus from driving Mr TLK [Tua leng kong lah.. spelling is quite a mouthful] Well i feel more confident lah, but one drawback is that i was wearing slippers.. not very good ah.. because a bit lost on the pedals haha. But well.. to sink in back to AYE and zipping pass places to my students' houses, it's quite fun..

I STILL LOVE DRIVING!!!