Taking thing easy.

Have you ever got into a rut, and dunno how to get out of it?

Have things happened, and you keep dwelling on it?

One thing is : Things that has already happened, happened, and no point crying out over split milk. Just take it as a lesson, and move on.

It's easy to say that, but difficult. Are you able to walk the talk?

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Last week was really a very challenging week for me. The DT incident has somewhat dimmed my confidence at work. And i thought that it would get better today, which is a fresh new week.

IT DIDN'T.

First thing in the morning, called the people who are supposed to start work. And only 1 is really there. The GAS one turned up for work, but 搞怪. Refused to sign the appointment letter, complaining this and complaining that. FOOD one never turn up for work. Didn't bother to call. Just sms to say found a better job. And left me hanging there. What's wrong with all these people?? Don't they have any sense of responsibility????

I admit, i did think of "What if"... what if... what if. It's really stressful leh. At one point, i was pretty down at work. Not in the mood to telemarkt because i was nursing a mild discomfort (read:fast heart-beats... stress)

Operations Executive gave me a one-to-one counseling session for like 15 mins. He shared on his bad experience with not just candidate, but company too. As i try to relate to that, i was pretty overwhelmed. OE often shared about what happened to his gf who had a sleeping problem, and what the GP said to her.... about letting go. It's all in the mind. Just have to let go.

I have to learn to let go of such past failures.

OE told me to have a positive attitude towards work, not to be fearful, and to really move on, that i'll not be stressed because of a stupid candidate's irresponsible attitude and immaturity. It's a chance to learn.

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I'm really quite encouraged by what was said. Haiz. Was hit by a twirling dizzy attack. Was supposed to see doctor on Friday, but well.... saw Nigel, who's still as per normal, not realizing how near PSLE is. Wish i've seen my GP earlier.

Anyway, Have seen the GP. He gave me brain food.... (read : Gingko Biloba) and anti-dizziness medicine. I remembered i have to conduct interview tml.... so didn't take MC tml.

Oh, one last thing: I'm GOUT-FREE....

GP just said that i should refrain from soy food, and it will be fine =)