Easyworship

Today i'm pretty emotional in the day time.

Yesterday i thought i hinted to you liao. Why why why?? Why u never caught my hint? Argh.....

Anyway, it's because of the car again lah. U know ah... Since this year, i haven't drove at all leh. It's been like 5 months liao leh. And next month hor.... Gosh! One more month, exactly another month, i will have passed my driving test for 1 year already. U know, no need the stupid triangle already.

Yesterday i hinted, that i got tuition... and i so long never drive. Maybe got chance. Why u never response, or i thought u did.

This morning, i was late.... not very late. Tuition was delayed. And i thought that since u came back with the doggies after gai-gai, got chance. U sat there, and read the newspaper. I was making very obvious actions that i'm going out. Why u never indicate that u let me drive. I exclaimed loudly... I magnified my actions liao. Still - no response....

I tell you!! I'm so disappointed lor.

And it's stupid. Why, because of the lapse in hope, i cried. I gave attitude to the kopi-kia. Just too bad, he come and irritate me when i'm PMS-sy.

I wonder why i bother about it. I know i have no chance. Everytime i try to create a chance. And you always give me a false hope. I dunno when's the next time i will get to drive lor. When, are u going to let me drive?? I won't want to ask in a hurry. And, i don't want to step into that stupid matrix that don't look like a proper matrix!! Next time u want to offer to drive me, i will rather reject. Unless u want to drive me to work, and not just to Clementi mrt. 省起来啦! 我宁愿达德士

I think i will go for carcoop. I don't need to drive everyday. Just once a month will be good. I don't have the confidence to drive at all, do u know that? I don't want to come to the point that i have to beseech, beg, whine.. whatever.

If i get too frustrated, i think i may just cut away the license, in front of your face.

Then i thought, it's not worth it. You will think that it's stupid of me, it's brainless, whatever. i pay a whooping $2,800 to get that. I think so too. I rather save it, to get my 2B. Soon... that is if i start to act on it. Hahaha.... hmmmm... i acted on getting my class 3A, after 5 years of procrastination. Hopefully time permits me to learn this year? Or early next year. Maybe will learn on saturdays.

Currently talking to Mingz my cousin. His wifey thinking of taking up class 2B too... maybe we can go learn together. Wow... saturday pls. hehe. Can't wait for the day that i pass. I always wanted a vespa.

He's encouraging yet discouraging me from learning bike. Hmmmm... i wanna drive a scooter.. He's driving an aprilla. And it's cost saving. Hopefully lah.... when i have time start learning. Lolx.

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Today ministry was ok. Have finally conquered Easyworship. Praise got new song... thought i only do praise only, but then, G can't make it, so i did both praise and worship. It's quite ok. Except for titlebar. I cocked up big time. Instead of Pst Tan's, Pst Derek's came up. And well... Ho Yin was alert enough to press the *** button. But i blur, never see properly... And that's why got mistake.

Met up with Chia to eat dinner.. Went to this place called Aiwo. It's vegetarian, yet non-vegetarian. It's a fusion of Indian and Japanese. Because the chefs are indians. And they have a conveyor belt (Think Sakae). Food wise, it's very spicy, and the accompliment dishes are... so-so. There's a dish that we really ate a lot : Dory fish in Thai dunno-what. It's good lah.

Tml will be on side board. Looking forward to serving.