Mara season.....

Yesterday i went for interview. And for that, i got a new set of clothings. Thank God for the blessing.

The interview was one crappy one. The manager, F, just sat down and asked me 3 questions: my strengths, my weaknesses and the questions that i'm going to ask her.

I prepared myself well for the interview by reading up on the the company, as so i know what the company's doing. So i just ask her what exactly the position is, and the company direction. All in all, i think i was in the office for like 15 mins.

Oh, i drove to the company. Didn't get to do the U-turn, because Papa feels that it's too much of a challenge for me. But i felt shiok. Drove with heels somemore. Drove overshot the entrance to the company somemore. Jia pa liao.

Anyway, i thought about the interview... The company has good prospects, u know. And it's pretty challenging, and interesting. And i dunno if i flopped it up. Haiz. Well..... must pray about it.

Wasn't really in the mood to serve. Guess i really took the interview too hard. Was feeling quite depressed. I guess it really showed on my contenance. I think i got a buay-song look. And i felt quite out-of-place. I mean, so many songs to be learnt, and i didn't have the time to know the songs, naturally i know i won't really get to do like mainboards, which is fine for me. I'm like in the middle of everyone's path, until i decided to sit down. And well... everyone else was busy.

And Don Moen's songs are really very impacting. That song, 'Cast Your Cares upon Jesus'. It really ministered to me. His songs are like traditional-church like, but i love the meaning of the songs. First set of tears dropped.

The sermon by Pst Ed Silvoso also ministered. I don't remember what was the main message about, but one thing i know: he said that God is working in ways that you do not see. 2nd set of tears came by.

Then CCC came up again, close to the end of the service. They were singing 'Show me how to live'. 3rd set of tears dropped.

Well, that's the 2nd time i offer up the sacrifice of praise to the Lord, and ironically it's for the same issue. I'm still in the Mara.....

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My intention is to leave before the week of mission trip. But it's a bit hard, u know. Leaving the people who are so nice to you, always encouraging, always making me laugh with their jokes .... Liaising with the nicest and crappiest clients and stuff like that. But all that must come, when i secure a new job.

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I have confirmed my KL mission trip. Have paid up the $90 for the travelling expenses. Going by Airebus. Cool ah.

it's going to be an exciting time. =)