For those who has been following me on Facebook or Twitter would have probably known what happened. Due to some issues at home, my beloved babies have to be fostered out for a little while (let it be really quick!!!).
To be blunt about it, i’m not a willing party. I never wanted to be separated from my dogs. But with all the drama going on (There’s some of it going on, though it’s not as dramatic as 溏心风暴), we have to be separated against my wishes.
It’s been a torturous time. There wasn’t a day since last Sunday that i had a tear-free day. My eyes are so tired from all the endless flow of the tap. But it’s through these times, that beloved frens gave advise, listen to all my kpkb-ing (yeah, the magnitude of my grief was best described as this), or just simply being there. And i’m thankful to God for these frens who are there for me. Thank you all for being there!
I can’t wait, really, to get a job. As said much earlier, i wanna lose this Tai-tai JD really soon. And now i have an extra motivation to secure a job soon, besides adapting to a life of slacking lacking of finances, which is to stop having my mind to go into overdrive and think too much into negativity. I had enough of that running in my head the past week!
I look forward to visiting my babies every week, until the time comes for me to bring them home again. And let it be really soon. =)
Ps: It’s a sick joke to tell me to pretend they are going overseas to study, when they are being fostered out, seriously. This does not comfort me one single bit at all.
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