Change

let's make today's topic a bit philosphical. What is change? It is actually physical, emotional and other areas that is different to what u are used to. And most probably one will have to remain that same, until another change take place. [This is my version of the definition of change, so anyone who wants to copy it, pls reference, if not i will sue u for plagarism hahaa]

Anyway, there's going to be a change in my life, as well as the lives of the ppl that i've known, those who are really a part of me for the past 1-3 years. CG's gonna go thru a reshuffle, so we'll be separated. I'll be going to another cg, bringing chien with me. I won't say that it's a surprise, but well, when S called for a sudden meeting, i wondered in my heart: Don't tell me that it's really gonna happen.

Though the meeting didn't happen, S revealed through tele-conferencing. In some sense, i'm really glad that it was revealed on the phone. I can't imagine the emotions i will have, if it's revealed face-to-face. I know that i'm gonna be separated from the others, and i know that it'll really be difficult to be in contact with the rest after that.

Aiya, dunno what to say... Changes to me is not easy.. And me by nature, shuns changes. But despite this, i know that the change is for the better, for all of us, ever single one of us. I hope i can adapt soon..

Change topic!!

Ok, talking about change, i know the topic really changes really fast. but do bear with me. Thank God that this week is really more relaxing, as compared to last week for tuition. My 2 gals LH and ZQ. They got back their report book. Despite failing in the SA1, ZQ managed to pass at the combination for her maths. Thank God! =)

I had a thought: i wish i could just 'throw' my students away, and go and find a proper job. Now though i'm a full-time tutor, but i know that i'm not really full-time. Oh pls, i'm not even earning $1k per month. Haiz. Somemore NIE dont' want me. But it's ok lah. I know that i set my heart to teach this year, and i want to help them t0 the best that i know how. So, really pray hard that i'll really secure a job really fast after their exams.. I need more assignments!! I need to earn $1k at least, per month.

These few days are really full of tiredness and migraine and headaches, and floating heads. Guess i need to be nicer to my body. I always torture my body leh.. i know i know.. Now is 2 am in the morning. i know i know. Haiz.. it's hard for me, though i wrote in my goal card, that i'll sleep by 11pm.. HAHAHAHA... well.. think i must start thinking of how i could do that.. My cough's still there, and it's worse when i sleep and when i wake up. Going for TCM hopefully in a few days... see how it goes.

Ok, though i'm not sleepy, not tired, but i know this time is really ungodly [hmmm.. it's a normal phrase, nothing to do with my Heavenly Father, ok] to be awake.. Till my next posting.

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