Before i go on, i just want to say that everything's fine now. My emotional struggle is over now.
Well, let me just share my feelings. Hmmm.. i was.. how should i say.. surprised by the way i reacted.. and i thank God that i didn't do/say anything that i will regret. Remember, death and life lies in the power of the tongue. And because of this issue, i realise that i really really really REALLY REALLY!!! know that God is really there for me, when no one else knows about what is happening. Well, it's an emotional struggle that i was facing.
When i prayed about it, God gave me a verse... 1 Cor 13:13... I realised one thing: I love God, beyond the faith that i can have.. i love Him beyond the confidence and security He can give me.. I love Him, simply because He loves me first!!!
My dear readers, i guess u must be having question marks in your heads. Haha.. let me enlighten you. I'm someone that's pretty insecure, not confidence, often confessing negatively.. and i know that at times.. i really put people off because of my negativity.. Though i know that in God i can be secure, but well, i'm trying to change that.. But beyond the security and confidence that God can/will/has endowed me with, i love HIM simply because HE has loved me... Abide in faith, hope and love, but the greatest of these 3 is LOVE!!!
I had another promise: I'm going to be emotionally stronger than ever.. I'm not going to be that easily hurt by people's rejection, reactions, words... and i stand firm to the word of God which strengthens..
I LOVE GOD SIMPLY BECAUSE HE LOVES ME FIRST!!
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