Emotional down

I wept this morning.

For no reason.

Hmmm.... Maybe there's a reason.

I start to feel a bit sian. How come my work is not progressing like what i really wanted to?
I think yesterday was really at the peak at where i felt that i'm going to explode from all the duress faced from no breakthrough from sales. Or was it because i seemed to missed my ******? (-_-)'''

Don't irritate me... I'm no in the mood!

This morning i feel so... tired.... so.... drained... Feel like, how come i'm doing my best and nothing happens. Negative thoughts seep in... i must tell myself positive things.

I tell myself, that I'm going to be the top sales shooter in Mass Power!!! I can do it

But was listening to mp3 on the way to work... and in shuffle mode. And all happens to be christian songs... While i was reaching office, the song "Faith" came on. Wow!!! I feel so encouraged! Thank God!!

Felt better.. Did what i usually do... but didn't telemarket.

The guys in the office are quite understanding.... they just disturbed me - slightly lesser than usually.

The scariest thing for all the consultants : Boss' call.

We usually freak out, because we will really hear him nagging. Esp Damien. He will usually ask : "谁找我? 老板啊" Then he will say "siao liao".

Anyway, we couldn't siam in time today. Boss asked me how was my sales. So i told him lor. He say.. Hmmm 3k ah. Ok lor 勉强可以接受... Will telemarkt more.


Tml i'm going to conduct side-board training. Last minute JX couldn't make it. So i will do it. At least there's another person who's going to do the demostration. Hmmm... pray pray pray. There will be good impartation. =)