Destination to Breakthrough

Today i want to share about this breakthrough that i'm looking forward to.

Sometimes, as a Christian, our lives can get into an all-low. It's not because that we don't love God, or that our love for Him has wane. It's not because we are not serving God with all our hearts. Sometimes, things can happened, and our spiritual condition get into an all low. We do what we are/would/should be doing, just that our spiritual condition is low.

Well.... It happened to me. Not that i'm.. u know, not doing well spiritually. Maybe, maybe... I still attend church and cg, being excited for events and happenings, still serve in the ministry with all my heart, soul and all my mind.

Ah! It's this holy dissatisfaction that is in me. Yeah, in the sense, i have dropped quite a bit. Looking back to the days when i was a youth, being passionate about praying, reading God's word, etc etc etc. And comparing it to now, as an adult. Seeing how the youth cg, how they are very motivated to invite friends and doing things together. I guess my fire got a bit 'pun-chek'. Urgh!!! And i want to breakthrough. Need to draw strength from God's presence.

I was praying on Monday, and was playing my guitar (Yah, imagine how hard the strings are...My strings are rusting like crazy... Argh!!! I'm going to re-string it at Davis this weekend. Looking forward to it. Yeah!). I was singing a spiritual song to God. And then i truly got the meaning of this verse: One day in the House of God, is better than a thousand else where. Nothing! And i mean nothing else, is more precious than the presence of God. Really.

In the midst of my spiritual breakthrough, there were some stumbling blocks. I really closed nothing this month... NOTHING LEH!!! =( Was quite discouraged yesterday because one of my cases will not close after all. And i guess this is the worst that ever happened in my career so far. Nothing for the month. But when i was in His presence, i took it in my stride. I didn't even flinch when my candidate called me and say she will not take the job. It's ok. I know that my breakthrough will come.

Seek first the Kingdom of God, and ALL things (yes all things, spiritually, emotionally, career, finances etc etc etc..) will be added onto you.

GOD ABOVE, YOU HOLD MY WORLD
I SEE IN YOU, MY LIFE UNFOLD
YOUR FACE THAT SHINES, THIS LIGHT OF MY
WITH YOU I'LL WALK, MY FRIEND AND GUIDE
OH... WHAT CAN I DO TO SEAL
THIS UNION I HAVE WITH

YOU, YOU ARE THE GOD WHO WILL SAVE
CLING ON TO AL THAT YOU SAY
AND FOR ALWAYS
YOU, COVERED MY LIFE WITH YOUR GRACE
DARKNESS YOU TURNED IN TO DAY
WHEN YOU GAVE YOU ALL AWAY.

I'm praying, and believing for this breakthrough to come. Loving it. Read it somewhere that Success is a journey, not a destination. I shall enjoy this journey to my breakthrough!