Well, in about 7-8 entries ago, i was pretty enthusiastic about my confirmation in January.
It's already close to Mid February now.
I got bypassed for confirmation, as i've tried arranging a grand total of 3 times to get it done. But due to time constraints, and last minute thingy, it was supposedly postponed and eventually forgotten. Well, at least the others were not forgotten, but what about me?
Gosh!
I am not bothered with whether if i'm confirmed or not. Seriously, the $XXX increment doesn't mean that much to me. But then, i don't get any annual leave. I not even bothered about the MC and the dental benefit (i know i can't afford to get sick, since it could cost a bomb the size that is dropped into Hiroshima in 1945; and i can afford my own dental treatment, since i do it like once in 7 years....... Ginza dentist is going to hoot me for this)
Anyway, i'm not affected, whether if i'll get confirmed or not lah. I know that if my body can't take it anymore (yes, i am already maxing it until dunno when), i will take NPL. Can't wait for the CNY holidays. I need proper sleep.
Shift has taken the wind out of me (i've said that previously in another entry), and frankly, i hasn't got the wind back. In fact, i am feeling like a punctured balloon, that is deflating itself slowly, with barely enough air left, and there's not any time that it is going to be inflated and up floating in the skies.
Well, let's see how long it will take for me to be confirmed. As i've said, if i need to rest, i just have to take NPL. I won't blog about this anymore until i get confirmed. Period.
Any thou (me) shalt not be thick-skinned to arrange for confirmation to be done without approval. I shall see if my boss will ever remember to do my review or not. If u are reading this (i'm am sure 110% not possible; u have way too many other important things to read), i have already completed my review form (re-done it, and may re-do it again when i think i need to). If let's say i have a chance at review, i'll put it into my file. If not, i'll just shred my current copy at the end of this month and think about doing it again when u say u want to do it.
Just feel like bitching about it. That's all.
Ok, have released myself. Going to sleep now.
Writer's entry: Yes, think my blog is getting too long-winded for now. Seems like i've been commenting every single day. Yes, and Part B of viewerschoice2006 doesn't seem to be coming in the next 10 entries. Can i forgo that for now? Hahaha.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
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