Crappy entry

Today is sunday. It's a real confusing weekend for me....

Firstly i wanted to go gym after prayer meeting, and ended up going for K with the rest of the gang. I realized i really like to sing, but then many a times i end up croaking, esp high tone songs (though i am a soprano, but Ah Mei's song are really beyond soprano). I really enjoyed myself singing with the rest of the cg. Just realized that K-ing is really a very good way of release. No wonder papa likes to scream his voice with his microphone.

I really need to pray. I realized that i have gone to that point again. But I WON'T allow myself the way of escape. Because, i love HIM.

I need to pray, even more.

My spiritual life is not doing that well, that speaks for my work life. Stressful times went by esp with the shift, but that's over liao. Pst talked about fulfiling the Great Commandment and Great Commission, he also spoke about the Culture Mandate. How to be in the world, but not off the world.

I DON'T WANT TO BE TOO CAUGHT UP IN THE WORLD (worries, stress)... Argh!!!

I need to PRAY even more.

When my life horizontally is right with the Lord, vertically, in my work life, God will bless it yeah!!

Talking about work. I'm really curious about what ETA's gonna talk about my review. Will there be tears? Just like the informal review 2 weeks back... I mean, i look forward to knowing whether if i'll be official part of e9 or not. But yet, i wish i didn't need to go through it. Sometimes, waiting can be a very painful process.

I feel like an O level student again. Hmmm... the 'stress' of anticipating the results. Excitement and worrying about the results.... and relieve after that.

Seems like there really isn't much to blog about. But then, it seems quite abit huh, about my spiritual life and anticipating. Aiya, i'm contradicting myself lah.

This is a real crappy entry!! Si Beh Bo liao hor!!! :S