You may think: What are u doing so 'early' in the morning?
my msn nick read :
Jenna(A)Cherylen= Why is my brother such an inconsiderate M.C Pigh? Sigh.
I could have a good rest today. And returned home after a wonderful cgm with fellowship, happy that the trip is shorter to home.
Turned out that my brother and his gf is in my room, with my laptop on.
Nevermind, i'm fine with it. That was 11.15pm.
I put down my stuff and said Hi to my parents and gave the babies a hug. Try to take some time before i return to my private space. To find that the intruders are not catching the hint.
Worst! They on the aircon, and keep the door open!!!
WHA LAU EH!! Never learn huh?!
NO HAND TO CLOSE THE DOOR IS IT? JUST BECAUSE IT'S NOT YOUR AIRCON???
I tried to drop non-verbal cue that i wanted to rest. I laid on the bed, wearing my jeans and all. Watching TV, Looking at my alarm clock and giving a very impatient look on my face, throwing the alarm clock around, all in their sight.
-NO RESPONSE-
I decided to visit my parents again, hugged my doggies one more time, and went back to the room. They were really enjoying themselves surfing the net on MY LAPTOP and NOT CONSIDERING MY TIME. What the h...
U know, at the point in time, i really want to scream and rant at them. Or go tell my parents to tell them to not 'overstay their welcome at my private space'.
But, it's useless, you know?
They will bo-chup one. And i think i'm old enough to know not to cause a ruckus close to mid-night. Goodness sake, we are not a dysfunctional family lah. And i'm determined to stay it that way, at my expense.
Went back to my room, laid on my bed. It was 12am. I'm freaking tired already.
Still no sign of getting their arses out of my private space! They are finally leaving my room when it was 12.40am. I already lost my sleep! And they don't need to wake up as early as i am lor! U guys betta not fight with me for the toilet tomorrow. I will fight the good fight
So, i'm really quite pissed-off already. So, i went to the living room. Laid on the sofa and expect to sleep on the sofa. ALL BECAUSE OF inconsiderate people!
I was feeling so sad, because i know that what i can do is to TOLERATE. Because even if i make a fuss out of it, NO ONE WILL DEFEND ME. I was feeling so sad, and tears just dripped down my face unknowingly. Is there anyone out there to defend my right?
NO ONE LEH!
ALL BECAUSE, I'M FEMALE.
Just because my sibling is a brother, he has the right, he gets defended. What else:
1) He got to drive the car
I don't even have the benefit of touching the car ok! Eichien can vouch for me. He has the car key. Like Class 3A is not a driving license. It's nonsense lah. Not just that, he 'touch up' the car to look stupidly and abnormal, and he thinks it's very nice. Daddy says i don't have experience in driving so he don't let me drive.
YOU DON'T EVEN LET ME DRIVE, HOW TO ACCUMULATE THE EXPERIENCE!!!!
So contradicting!
2) Being unreasonable and get away with it
This one really pisses me off BIG TIME OK! Imagine if i were to complain, my mother will tell me to forget about it lah. Which means: letting him do what he wants to do! What a convenient way to shove this issue under the carpet, at MY EXPENSE - AGAIN!
I'm really tired of this kind of unfair treatment. Freaking unfair.
This is not the first time i'm blogging about this unfair issue already. It was 2 years back when i first blogged about this. I hated this issue, and didn't expect to visit this issue again.
Women are seem to be the weaker gender between the male and female. Which means that women are usually below the men. Though in the years that went by, there are things such as Equality among genders. My comment? rrrright...It hasn't changed much lah. At least in my family context. There's still gender bias within the family.
And to think that my family, the gals are lesser than those that are male = Me and Chien Vs 6 male children. And yet, the bias is so real, maybe for me.
Was having supper with Grace last week, talking about this, when she commented that Chien is very bless. Her parents are fair in treatment, and doted on.
Me? I feel like a piece of s*** compared to my brother. My parents won't protect me. Will they? I really dunno. Maybe if it's convenient, i think.
It doesn't matter anymore lah. Seriously.
I don't wish to pursue this issue further. I know this is my position in life. I'm not going to just take this kinda issue as my destiny. But if i experience such bias again, watch out for my mouth. I'll shoot u upside-down.
Hell has no fury like a woman scorned. MCPs! Better watch out! Women are emerging with the times. What men can do, there are things that women can do, and even better.
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