1 month in SOT

Yesterday marked the official 4 weeks of School of Theology .

The only thing that i can say is: WOW!

I'm really so so so so privileged to be in Bible school. It's a great joy to come to the presence of God every single morning, praising and worshipping God in His presence. Hearing the word of God every single morning is like eating fresh manna (or fresh bread lah, since i've never eaten manna before), even though i've been through that particular bible study. There's a new thing to be learnt everyday in Bible.

But it's really something quite significant this week.

During one of the days in worship, i got a vision...... it was just the day after i spoke to DJ. That night, i didn't like pray for a vision. It was just like during worship, i was worshipping and just wanting to have more of His presence. And i saw myself leading worship.

I just wanna be a vessel to bring people into the presence of God.. past the outer court, into the Holy place, into the Holy of Holies where they can meet God face to face.

S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y, i went "hmmm?"

True, many years ago *ahem*, i had this great passion for singing, while in the choir i sang like every single week, and played the guitar. And yea, i was often reminded to pick up my guitar again esp in the recent 2 years.

I'm praying over this vision, on what it really means for me. My current feeling is it will be good that i can lead people to the presence of God. Maybe out in the mission field? I'm not sure as yet.

Just on Thursday, at Prayer focus. We didn't have the full band, just a guitar and a group of worshippers. Everyone quietened down. I was just enjoying the presence of God, when i felt a prompting that told me that God is there, and DON'T THINK THAT He's not there!

And i am 120% sure of that He's always there, be it in good times and bad times. =)