Actually i was getting a bit vexed, and discouraged, after all the interviews i went for, and the endless resumes that i’ve sent out [I think it has come close to 150], and YET…. nothing is happening!
Out of the crappiness and all the frustration, i remembered the Verse of this song, by Eric Moo 巫啟賢... and hence the posting of this video.
Seriously, i think the song is really old (i think i heard this song when i was in Primary school!), and this whole video is talking about lost love and stuff like that. But i just wanna highlight the VERSE of this song, which really reflects what i am feeling right now, where job searching is concerned.
等 你 等 到 我 心 痛
等 你 等 到 沒 有 夢
所 有 感 覺 已 成 空
就 讓 一 切 都 隨 風
等 你 等 到 我 心 痛
我 的 心 情 誰 滅 堠
所 有 真 情 的 感 動
已 消 失 無 影 蹤
For the benefit of readers who aren’t Chinese, this whole verse means the following [Forgive my literal translation… i know, i like doing this a lot]
Wait for you until my heart painWait for you until my dream has gone
All the feelings has turn to nothingness
Let everything be according to the flow
Wait for you until my heart pain
No one will understand my feeling
All the emotions, have already disappeared into nothingness
Seriously, this is a real sad song, as you can see in the MV.
Even though i do understand this is a SHITTY period to look for a job, it seems to me that all the positions open for hiring are like readying for resignations right after the bonus is given out…. which i know is typical.
Oh, well. I can only pray and hope for the best that all postings on various portals are not just there to prep the employers, and not to mislead sincere job-seekers.
My intention is to try to hang on until the end of the year, when the job market is getting better, and then go full-force into job choosing. But i guess financially, it’s will be quite a challenge, since my tuition will come to an end with the exams coming to an end for the year.
When you have nothing to hang on to, you just need to put your Trust in Him! He will lead me through!
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