Front teeth.

Ok, i need more time to rant on my front teeth, so.... my viewer's choice entry will probably delay for a few more posts.

Actually, i'm quite traumatized at losing my teeth.

In fact, that night when i got them chipped, i couldn't sleep. I can't imagine having deformed teeth. Wait, deformed is not the word. It's imperfect teeth. Yah, that's the correct word to use.

I can practically feel my teeth, is in pain. Though the pain is not as much as my wallet and my lips are feeling, but i know that my teeth will never be the same again, even though it looked as good as new.

Until now, there are times that i was really wondering:

How did i fall until i chipped my front teeth???! How how how?!

Sometimes i wished that i could turn back time, but i know that it's is not possible. I have to live with this teeth (or new teeth --> crowning). It doesn't feel the same. It's like it's not mine. It's super-sensitive. When i drink cold drink, i will shiver. When i drink warm drinks, my 'implants' feel weird. Also, it seems to be protruding out, since i fell.... It feels WEIRD!

I am so much more conscious of my teeth. Whenever i eat, i'll use my tongue to ensure that the fillings are still there. And i dunno if i'm paranoid or what, but when i eat/drink hot stuff, i feel my fillings are softening. Argh!!! Talking about eating, i can't use my front teeth to bite things, and it's very ma fan. I eat very slowly, like a baby. I can't eat apples like how ppl eat them. i will need to cut them into small pieces.

I thank God that i can forget the trauma of how i fell. Until now, i still can't remember, and i also don't wish to remember. It's painful to remember, in the first place. But i will move on, because i have to live with it.